A hard day. I'm learning how to balance everything. It's difficult. I have come to the conclusion that some things are going to have to be dropped. I spend too much time worrying and not loving. I am, of course forgiven, but I am tired of it being a personality trait. I have realized that I often sacrifice myself to the point where I am merely an injured soul trying to care for others. It's just possible. I have got to let God heal me before I can help others. Now I just have to get to that point in my heart. Silly logic.